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The whole process between me waking up and getting out of bed, so to speak, is taking a lot longer than I ever expected.

This is partly from financial restrictions, partly from medical care that needed to be wrapped up, and partly from good old fear. 

Here's my timeline.

One sunny winter morning
woke up as a different person

2 months later
had my first affair out of desperation with my situation at home

1 month later
personal self-esteem workshop

1 month after that
started trying to fix marriage

9 months later
my last medical procedure complete

1 months later
accepted the fact that my marriage is not fixable
started making plans to leave

4 months later
realized I'd been a victim of emotional abuse at home all along

TODAY

Future
job offer somewhere, anywhere
move out asap
counseling
divorce
get on with my life


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